The feeling..

Ever wondered what you really feel inside?..Dunno why it hit me..but anyways..today was the 2nd day of pasca..My job as a PA today was fairly simple..nothing went wrong except for the wireless mics' wire..oh well..hope that it wont happen 2moro..

A japanese lady came this morning..taught everyone how to make soap from oil i think..not sure..wasnt really paying attention..aw well..if i want to make it i can always ask my dear friend Mr.Google..XDXD

Played Sudden attack with iLawls,x3ToPlay,exWife,EricT and a few others..it's a fun game but you'll easily get addicted..the killing and the violence is absolutely thrilling..mwahahahaha

well..last thing i wanna say is that i think i might have a feeling for someone that is against my way..aww man..what should i do..i will pray tonight hopefully with an answer..><

Hope everyone enjoys pasca..and good luck to those who are and will be sitting for their exams..haha..=D

Lesson learned..

Wow..it's been so long..even larry said on my chatbox that my blog has been mushrooming away..haha..Well..not anymore..Because now that pmr is over..i have more time at hand..hehe

Well as you all know..the PMR exams started since last tuesday..and i wish good luck to those sitting for chinese now..XDXD..anyways..I always dreamed of getting over this PMR and go enjoy with my friends..and i didnt really studied..But thanks to a teacher..he made me study harder..In the semester exam..I didnt sit for the exam because i had band and drama..so my report card was all AB..sad eh?

During the parent teacher day which i will always remember..that teacher and another teacher said somethings that made me wanna punch them in the face..But i kept my cool..so when we got home..i said to myself..I wanna prove them wrong..so i didnt dreamed of enjoying anymore..the only thing in my mind was to get good results and shove it into the teacher's face..

But then one day i realised what's the point of studying just because of him?..I kept thinking about it on and on..and then during the exam mass at cathedral..i remembered Fr.Andy said something..There's no point in studying just to show it to others..So that night I changed my thinking to I wanna get good results because I can do it..and because of that i learned that what's the point of doing things just to show it to other people?..If you are then your whole purpose of doing it is wrong..

Because think about it..after you have done something..There are 2 thing on your mind..either it's 'Wow..I impressed him/her..hope she'll remember me'..or 'Wow..I never thought i did it'..So same thing goes in life ya know..When you are doing something..you must have a clear direction where you are going..I forgot who i've heard it from but i think he/she said that life if like a car..if you have no direction or destination,you'll just drive around in circles whereby the car which is going somewhere specific..It will reach it's destination..

So I guess that's what's on my mind these days..Seeing kurt in UK makes me kinda jealous..haha..But..i pray that i'll join him there someday..=)

Well that's all i have for now..A box full of coco crunch is waiting for me in the kitchen..Oh..and I really pray that everyone can get straight A's..haha